Intense feelings of GRIEF!

Grief is coming in waves right now 7:15EST.
It feels like the end.
So much is leaving/ ending.
Even the old difficult ways/ the old world... when they go/it goes, there is a sadness.
They are familiar old friends.
But I sense the loss of them.
I honor them and I am filled with gratitude.
The last act is just about over.
Curtains will close on the old show forever.
And that for which we have longed will arrive.
But for now, I grieve...

Vim,

Part of what you're feeling may be tied to Poland's national tragedy Saturday, but I strongly suspect the real issue is related to what I just posted to nika in the compulsive cleaning thread--the feeling that everything is about to come totally unstuck, evidenced by my across the board experience of being strangled, blocked, and battling for sanity before things fall apart. Thje very air itself seems stuck, and I feel deep upwelling sadness. It's 3:37 p.m. MDT.

Hang in!

John

It's just so intense!